{"product_id":"pink-tootsie-9781640826519","title":"Pink Tootsie","description":"\u003cp\u003eNot everyone is ready for what I divulge. Some may think I go too far. People have asked me what the catalyst of my drug addiction was. I look inside myself and try to answer honestly. But there is no \"one\" thing. I believe it was a combination of many things starting with my lineage. Most have heard of Yin and Yang, Nature vs Nurture and Karma but these are only theories. In an attempt to answer the question I have put my life story, from conception to 21 years old into \"Pink Tootsie,\" Portrait of a Drug Addict. Revealing in painstaking detail my story of an unavailable mother, a mentally unstable father, molestation as a child, rape and violence throughout my teens, and I'll let you be the judge. I need to be brutally honest to connect with as many survivors as possible. I thought throughout my young life that I was the only person dealing with these things. My goal became, no matter how painful, embarrassing or repugnant the details were, I wanted to connect the dots. To reach the unreachable, teach the unteachable and answer the unanswerable. *WARNING* explicit sexual and violent content. 18]\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe ocean waves I'll never see\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe eagle proud\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eTo fly with me Is but a dream I cannot free\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFor thoughts of such\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWon't ever be.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e-1984\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e \u003ca href=\"https:\/\/www.cacorrectionsbookstore.com\/search?type=product%2Carticle%2Cpage\u0026amp;q=AUTH-9777698\"\u003eT. M. Raskin\u003c\/a\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Page Publishing\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 07\/01\/2015\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 392\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBinding Type:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 1.26lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.87d\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781640826519\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN10:\u003c\/b\u003e 1640826513\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eBISAC Categories:\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e- \u003ca href=\"https:\/\/www.cacorrectionsbookstore.com\/search?type=product%2Carticle%2Cpage\u0026amp;q=CAT-BIO\"\u003eBiography \u0026amp; Autobiography\u003c\/a\u003e | \u003ca href=\"https:\/\/www.cacorrectionsbookstore.com\/search?type=product%2Carticle%2Cpage\u0026amp;q=BISAC-BIO000000\"\u003eGeneral\u003c\/a\u003e\u003cbr\u003e","brand":"Page Publishing","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":43830557311115,"sku":"9781640826519","price":18.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0626\/5100\/7115\/files\/img_2fc74d54-93d4-4549-8d64-7f8f7fff0969.jpg?v=1755579553","url":"https:\/\/cacorrectionsbookstore.com\/products\/pink-tootsie-9781640826519","provider":"CA Corrections Bookstore","version":"1.0","type":"link"}